life is gonna change

assalamualaikum,

it had been a long time i didnt do any update bc life became too hectic lol.

but one thing that i need to tell you about

everyone gonna change.

everyone with their own life.

haha it was funny how when i think abt that again.

it might be the most embarassed one.

but i dont hv any power to turn back the time.

bc i alr did it.

all i can do is just to forgive.

thats all. 

thanks for bring me some happiness. 

eventho i'd waste the gold time. with you. 

bye. 

im not the only one.

assalamualaikum,

there are alot of things that i want to say but i dont know how.
sometimes i just tot this is because my unstable mood or what haha
i have to deal with everyone with diff kind of attitudes, 
i told to myself, why samaritans in this world doesnt have the same attitude which means, with good attitude and doesnt have any spiteful feelings. why?
if this happened we will not suffering low-self-esteem or whatever it is.



second,
it's abt heart ; feelings.
i dont know how to react.
im in between whether to not love anyone at the moment or vice versa. 
im sorry for making him like dat,
im so sorry
hopefully he will understand.